March 2011
8 posts
hopefully.
hopefully soon i will know where to begin reflecting upon this experience.
hopefully.
hopefully soon i will know where to begin reflecting upon this experience.
do not read this.
tomorrow rent opens. i feel like i should be way more excited. i mean, im excited and its going to be a great show, i just feel like the bad things in life are overshadowing me at the moment. I feel really isolated. everyones got their own shit. their own problems, their own lives. im worried about my future. i have NO money. coming to this school was way above my means. maybe it was a financial...
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everyone should read this.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Growing up ugly.
I was, from about the time that appearance mattered (about middle school) up until I got into the kink scene, an ugly kid. Not three-eyes-ugly, but there were some things going against me: I’ve been fat since I was a baby, I had no idea how to dress myself, I have really weird hair, I hit puberty relatively late, and I’d skipped so many...
“The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn’t the ending so much as the start
The...”
– Let it die, Feist (via kari-shma)
so.
I have been really sick lately. nausea mostly. but i just had a bunch of tests done at the doctor. the weightloss journey is not going well, ive got to be honest with you. not going well in the sense that im not doing to much weight losing. however, i am learning how to love myself anyways. its actually very nice. so im not sure whether or not that is a ‘failure’ and im also not saying...